Stop apologizing ✋

I'm the grandma that posts a zillion pictures of my grandson & family to Facebook. I'm the one who always has my camera on hand for photo ops. Quite honestly there have been times where I think "man I shouldn't post so many pics of Connor, people probably get so annoyed." But then I stop [...]

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Child like faith 

I am so blessed! We had Connor, our grandson, this entire weekend and he was perfect! I cannot say enough good things about what a sweet special little boy he is. That says a lot about momma and daddy because they are the ones who have molded him to be the great little guy he [...]

Emotionally spent

Here I sit, 12 days since my Gram passed away...unable to cry. I feel completely emotionless, blank, numb. I'm the one who cries over absolutely everything-commercials on tv, seeing something moving in complete strangers, words to a song, fleeting thoughts---yet one of the most important people in my life has died and I can't even [...]

Who am I 

When you lose ...you If someone were to ask you "Who are you?" How would you respond? This question has haunted me for a long, long time, because I do not know-who...I...am. I'm sure when put on the spot I would casually say, "Well, I'm Missy. I'm Mark's wife, Sam & Austins mom, Connors grandma." [...]

Damn you Kenny…

Today as we sat eating supper (my Gram says calling it dinner is for the  "rich folk"-unless it's Sunday, then it's dinner)haha- but as we sat eating supper we started having a conversation about our earliest memories. Let me rewind a bit. My Gram has been staying with us this entire month after the passing [...]

Moments time stood still

Have you ever had things happen in your life that took your breath away? That seemed as though time stood still? Here is a list of some of the things throughout my life where time actually seemed to stop...for even just a brief second that seemed like a thousand years. The times where you always [...]

Childhood revisited

Lately I've been thinking back to my childhood. Thinking of my earliest memories. I remember getting a spanking from my Grandma because I refused to get out of the swimming pool. She walked right into  the pool with her shoes on and spanked my butt. I remember living in a trailer court with my Mom [...]